Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Happy Birthday to Me!

Sometimes all you need is your friends.
And sometimes, just one.
To make your day happier, healthier (as in less stressful) and Complete.
I love those friends that I just Connect with.
The ones that just Get Me. The way I am, and if we end up not understanding, we can talk it out.
So great, so easy, so perfect.

That was my best present, getting to sit and talk, and share with my friend.
Sorry my hubby pouted a little, not too much though.
And my kids didn't ask to go, which was good.
I didn't really want to go out for my birthday and have to pay for everyone myself.  Kind of takes the gift out of it.

My Wonderful Auntie sang me the Birthday Song, as always, and I LOVE that.
My sisters sent me cards and texts, and that was great.
My brother called and said he loved me, and that was a surprize, since lately he's been quite short tempered.
And my mom, up in Heaven, well, she is always with me.  I know though, that it is only 1 more week now, till her deathday.  I remember thinking, when she died, ..... She never would have thought, on the night that I was born, that she would only live 49 years and a week from that day.  Would it have made a difference if she knew?  Probably. Maybe we wouldn't have had lazy shopping days, just sit around and do nothing days.  We would have had, I've got to get this done, and the time is running out days, full of stress and fear perhaps. 
I would have loved to have her longer, but this is what we got, and even if it's not as long as most, it's more than some, and it was the Plan. Not mine, but a greater Plan.

I also received tons of Birthday wishes on FaceBook, texts and emails.
And especially from people I really really love, like PF, that really means alot.

Even if Everyone doesn't love me, or understand me, or even want to..... Lots of people do, and that is the Plan, for now.

Happy Birthday to Me!